Art is a way to express your feelings
This comic is a way to share my thoughts Although I've been playing more piano over the past years than drawing, I finally beginning to see the end of the first introduction chapter of my ''web'' comic The Philosopher I express my thoughts on society, people, the way the system shapes us and how we are moulded into this unnatural shape which I don't like. I did also write 2 illustrated toddler books, which I will finish in the next month as well. The good thing about playing piano is that I'm rather good with piano after playing it for 6 years now, and with that I fulfilled a dream I had when I was 6 years old. Better late than never..;-) Staring at the wall, feeling nothing at all
Thinking about how things could have been About how things should have been Emotionally numbed Bad karma is haunting me Why couldn’t it be, any better for me? I’m drowning in an ocean of despair Cold water touching my hair...touching my bones Why don’t these nightmares, leave me alone Why does this ill fate keeps following me Asshole after asshole Taking my self respect, my lust for life, my happiness and my strength What have I got, that they seek so desperately What have I got, that attracts them to me? Down in the depths of my lonely suffering I feel anger and hate And that’s saving me Making me feel strong What they did to me was so wrong I can’t undo what is already done But in order to carry on I just need to to know that I can hurt them to So it isn’t just me who’s suffering Only then, I will be able to let things go I hope my revenge, will save others. . When I write
I do make mistakes Mispelled Again What shall I do? Will they think I'm stupid? Will they understand What I was trying to say Can I still post the thing I was eager to write When I take it off, and repost it? Or did they already block me Making all my effort in vain If i leave it like it is full of mistakes It will stay Then they can't take it away With my head up high My pride strong Holding the pen real tight I'm going to leave what I said Just the way I said it Societies, which accept unscientific values and beliefs about sex, are bound to generate unhealthy deviations involving cruelty, sadism, etc..
Sex offender I feel like...you ruined my life...again
I feel bad & you...you feel... just ...fine For you I was something that gave you pleasure My pain...gave you pleasure My nightmares turn you on It was brief for you, just an hour of pleasure For me it was longlasting When I drive, I think about you When I sleep, I dream about you I keep remembering that feeling When you were having pleasure while I was having pain I keep remembering the humiliation Of you not giving a shit about my pain Of you feeling good, hearing me beg you to stop Of you trying to look like a nice guy, after you stopped I trusted you, and because of that, I was blind to see The disgusting truth of the real you The sadist no one knows Without guild, remorse or empathy Your second personality The feeling of sadness and anger is all that remains now Making me...remember you The one I would really like to forget
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AuthorMijanou ter Braak Archives
October 2023
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